Cried With No Tears.

Long time no see, so far so good ?? Do you miss me ??
Finally Trial's examination had end. But it doesn't means the end of the Exam in my life, I still have long long way to go.. When will it end ??

About 40 days left for SPM Examination. Truthfully speaking, I still no really understand a complete chapter for a single subjects, What should I do ?? No much time left for me, and I should be honest, I'm very stress and stress and yet still stress. Although I look strong, be I'm not as strong as you think. Although maybe my image of for everyone, I do not care about my examination result that much, but in reality, in my heart, I do not mean that. I very depress and I feel very sad if my results couldn't get as what I expected. I guest everyone has the same feeling right ?? Hmm.. But I think I'm different compare to the others, because others peoples wouldn't be so sad until a long period of time, they'll forget about their sadness and move on to be more hardworking to be better. But why ?? Why couldn't I be like them ?? I'll keep all my sadness in heart and I would not tell others people. As the result, I can't move on. This not only in my studies whereas also in my daily life.

I very hard to made a decision that I wanted to do. Even a choice between books and school. I very hard to decide whether I wants to go to school or just do my revision in somewhere more peaceful place. I can keep thinking and think whether which 1 should I choose and its makes me lost alot of my time. So ended up, I get nothing. This happened to me alot of time. Not only between books and school whereas also better friedship and relationship. Obviously I'll said I choose friendship instead of choosing relationship. But you never know, something can even change suddenly. If someone keep counser me, I'll lost and choose relationship instead. How stupid am I.. This is just a prediction, at the end I choosen friendship. :)

I think I better stop here. Because I wouldn't wants to continue. If not I have nothing to write for the other coming days. LoL (Lame)

Good Bye !! Good Luck and All Da Best to everyone of my friends and form 4's. (: