A very MERRY CHRISTMAS.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !!
Hmmm. How's going on ??
I guest everyone are celebrating Christmas now with families and friends. Hmm. But I'm lonely. Staying at home with facebook and blogging. Haha. Nevermind. I do that every year.

So now let's go on on my current job. (:

I'm now working in ROMP ONE UTAMA with one of my best friend shi min. Yesterday was my 4th day. Is actually quite fun ( I Think ) but is at least better compare to my pervious job, promoter and supervisor. Aghhh. I hates that job to the max now. Hahahaha ( Just kidding ) I don't mind doing something I don't like as long as you pay me on time. Nah~ Don't think too much my friends. (: Although is very tiring and standing all day long, sometime feel very stressful too, but people there were quite nice and fun too, that's why the time pass very fast. Hmm.. I enjoyed sometime. (:

1 more week, we have to say good bye to 2010 and welcome 2011. Are you feeling excited ?? Or you feel that you're getting older?? For me, I feel excited, because I'M GROWING UP !! I'm not longer a teenagers anyone. I wants to show off my identity card to all those people who said I look like 12. Haha. (:

Oh ya~ I feel piss off sometime when someone help me to decide my future. I hates this to the max. Oh come on la ! This is my future, you don't have the priority to help me to creat it. I don't like it ! I have my dream, I wants to do whatever I want. I have my choices. And I have the priority to build my pathway. Instead, if someone ask you to do something you don't like, do you feel happy ?? That's what my feeling now. So don't be so busy-body okay ??

Yawn~ * I think that's it la. GOOD NIGHT !! And once again, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND MAY YOUR DREAM COME TURE !! (:

Cried With No Tears.

Long time no see, so far so good ?? Do you miss me ??
Finally Trial's examination had end. But it doesn't means the end of the Exam in my life, I still have long long way to go.. When will it end ??

About 40 days left for SPM Examination. Truthfully speaking, I still no really understand a complete chapter for a single subjects, What should I do ?? No much time left for me, and I should be honest, I'm very stress and stress and yet still stress. Although I look strong, be I'm not as strong as you think. Although maybe my image of for everyone, I do not care about my examination result that much, but in reality, in my heart, I do not mean that. I very depress and I feel very sad if my results couldn't get as what I expected. I guest everyone has the same feeling right ?? Hmm.. But I think I'm different compare to the others, because others peoples wouldn't be so sad until a long period of time, they'll forget about their sadness and move on to be more hardworking to be better. But why ?? Why couldn't I be like them ?? I'll keep all my sadness in heart and I would not tell others people. As the result, I can't move on. This not only in my studies whereas also in my daily life.

I very hard to made a decision that I wanted to do. Even a choice between books and school. I very hard to decide whether I wants to go to school or just do my revision in somewhere more peaceful place. I can keep thinking and think whether which 1 should I choose and its makes me lost alot of my time. So ended up, I get nothing. This happened to me alot of time. Not only between books and school whereas also better friedship and relationship. Obviously I'll said I choose friendship instead of choosing relationship. But you never know, something can even change suddenly. If someone keep counser me, I'll lost and choose relationship instead. How stupid am I.. This is just a prediction, at the end I choosen friendship. :)

I think I better stop here. Because I wouldn't wants to continue. If not I have nothing to write for the other coming days. LoL (Lame)

Good Bye !! Good Luck and All Da Best to everyone of my friends and form 4's. (:

A very fully-"booked" days.

My days are fully-booked by marching stuff, no time to study, no time for my singing practice, no time to hand out with friend, tuition.. and even more..

I'm feeling so stress SO stress and yet also STRESS !! I keep telling my friends not to give themselves to much of stress, just relax. But.. Why can't I do that ??

I feel like I'm a unsuccessful person, my friends and teachers are giving a lot of chance to show my talent, but why can't I do that ?? Why am I so easy to been influenced by other people and give up so easily ?? Why someone keep saying I'm just a small girl and I can't do big stuff ?? I can I really can !! Why you people like to look at my appearance instead of ability ??

Please do not judge me by my appearance if you do not understand me well !!

Will be continue..

Bravo !!

Is the day for me to say YES !! loudly, because mid-year examination had come to the end( for pure science only), and finally I no needs to wake SOO early in the morning and lag of sleeps, tonight I can sleeps sweet and sound :)

On top that, tomorrow we 3 sampat girl ( Me, Mun Nee and Shi Min) planning to go to the curve cathay cineplax and red box. WooRayyy ~ There is like more then 6 months I didn't visist the curve. This time must put all my effort in my singing skills. (Haha just only a day ):

Besides, I actually quite pity the art class and sub science students, they have last paper to go tomorrow, which is Prinsip Akaun. I bet they sure don't have the mood to study, I understand their feeling, because I'm a student too. As a student, majority of them sure planning what to do or where to go after exam, just like me, because they're too excited on it, therefore their mood is effeted. Agree ?? However, My lovely friends, TRY YOUR VERY BEST on last paper k :)

The weather is dam freaking hot now after a rain, make me bath 4 times per day, waste the water. (LoL) By the way, do you think that our mother earth will end on 2012 ?? Even we're still alive on 2012, but majority of the humans will get suffer, because earthsquake, tsunami, and many many more had come to the equator of the earth, which is our country.
So my advice is.. Appreciate whatever you have now, because we're very fortunate compare to the countries. Try your best to achieve what you wanted !! :D

That's it my blog.

So Far So Good ??

I'm back to update my half death blog... Hmmm... :)
But I have only 15 minutes.. After that have to go tuition..

Facebook for me is getting bored and bored yet is also BORED !!
But I wonder why some of them can online in Facebook the whole day ??
Seriously I can't ! I can't face the blue and white layout, cause the longer time I'm in the facebook, my eyes will get blue and white faster.. LOL..

Yesterday I went to a "place", but I cannot mention where is it.. Not convenient..
Nowadays peoples are getting realistic.. Why am I saying so ??

Because if you were rich, they would give you good service, if you had no money, they would ask you to back off and stand a side.. I would like to ask these people in reality : Money is that important to you ?? Do Money is your face, your dignity?? What if when someone has taken you as a joke, what will you feel ?? Do you feel proud when you had lost you dignity ??

Skip skip skip*.....

Got to go now.. Soon back... :D

I'll Survive

First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me

Improving your English pronunciation

Listen to spoken English as often as possible.

Listen to how speakers pronounce various words and phrases and "model" your pronunciation on what you hear.

Learn the phonetic alphabet.

Use the phonetic alphabet page (at the beginning of most good dictionaries) as a guide to pronouncing new words.

Don't forget to learn the word stress of a new word.

Every English word has its own stress, or intonation. For example, the word "believe" has two syllables (be and lieve), but only the second syllable is stressed. We say be'lieve and not 'be lieve. Your dictionary will show the syllable stress by an apostrophe (') before the syllable to be stressed.

Word stress is important. In fact, it is more likely that someone misunderstands you because of wrong word stress than because of the wrong pronunciation of a sound.

Work out which sounds cause you most problems in English.

Depending on what your first language is, you may have problems with certain sounds. For example, French speakers have difficulties with "th"; speakers of Mandarin have difficulties with "r" or "l", and Arabic speakers have difficulties with "p" and "b".

Practise the sounds you find difficult.

A useful exercise is a "minimal pair" exercise. For example, if you have difficulty distinguishing between "p" and "b", try practising pairs of words which are the same except for the sound "p" and "b":

For example, "pair" and "bear"; "pond" and "bond"; "pie" and "buy" etc.

Be aware of intonation and sentence stress.

Not all words in a sentence have equal stress, and generally only the "information" words (nouns and verbs) are stressed.

'Where's the 'pen I 'gave you?

'Where's the 'red 'pen I 'gave you?

Where's the 'red and 'blue 'pen I 'gave you 'yesterday?

The unstressed words (such as "the", "I", "you" and "and") don't carry as much "weight" as the stressed words. They become much smaller in length, and are almost abbreviated. For example, "and" becomes "un".

Changing stress

Sentence stress isn't "fixed" like word stress. In fact, you can stress words that are normally unstressed in order to highlight different meanings.

For example:

I 'love you. (Love, rather than just like.)
'I love you. (With the stress on I to highlight that it's me rather than another person who loves you.)
I love 'you. (And nobody else.)

Intonation

There are a couple of easy to remember rules about intonation. Usually our voices go up at the end of the sentence to show a question, and down at the end to show a statement.

Intonation is also important in "tag questions":

You know him, don't you? (With rising intonation on "don't you?" to show it's a question)
You know him, don't you. (With falling intonation on "don't you" to show it's a statement you expect the other person to agree with.)

Learn to recognise spelling patterns.

For example, "tion" on the end of a word is pronounced "shun", while "sion" can be pronounced "zhun". There are often many ways to pronounce a particular spelling pattern, but it certainly helps to know what the variations are. For example, the pattern "ough" can be pronounced "uff" as in "enough" and "tough", or "or" as in "ought" and "bought" or "oh" as in "although" and "dough".

Don't rush.

If you speak too fast, the danger is that you could skip over some words, fail to pronounce them completely, or mix them up. If you speak too slowly, you might end up sounding unnatural. But it's better to speak slowly and clearly than too quickly.