还是谢谢你让我.. 长大了..

这是我有史以来做过最高心最快乐的一份工作。
但是我们在一起工作的缘分就在此结束了。
我超想念他们的，真希望有一天还能继续着一个缘分。=(

在这一个月多里，我获益不浅，也学到了很多东西。
让我这一个又白痴，又傻呼呼，又任性的一个女生长大了。
原来在社会工作是要懂得忍耐，以求进步，还有随时都要抱着一个好学的心。
不是只是要顾自己门前的雪，还要懂得去关心，去照顾，去包容他人。
哇～ 我想应该不只是这一些些吧，我应该要学的东西还有一匹布那么长吧。

离开他们已有三天了，在这三天里，我超想念他们的，我好想继续做下去。
在和一个月多里，虽然有无奈，也有留过不少泪水，但是我知道，这完全都是对我好，也让我变成熟了。
不只是着一些啦，也有很多笑声，很多快乐，也少不了他们最独一无二的"fu xing"。
这个"fu xing"只有在Romp One Utama才找得到的哦。=）

唉～ 忽然觉得好不习惯没有他们的日子。
不习惯没有了"fu xing"
不习惯没有人叫我"小妹妹"
不习惯没有人在我的水瓶上写"妹"
不习惯没有人问我"check完display了吗? 要快点啊"
不习惯没有人问我"小妹！要和珍珠奶茶吗？"
不习惯没有奇奇怪怪的笑声了。
不习惯没有看到你们的样子。
不习惯没有大大声喊你们的名。
都是你们，让我低调的生活贴上了许多色彩，许多快乐。
让我工作起来多是笑着，又自然。

(Supervisor)
Sou
Esther
Jason
Enal

(Sales)
Po
Sing
Ron
Vinz
Keong
Desmond
Kit
Zhun

(General Worker)
Shi Min(不用想她，应为我每天都见到她) =）
Maggie
Chen Yee
Shin Ein
Vinxton
Siang
Ah How
Ah Kiat

应该没有少了谁吧？？ =）

谢谢你们让我学到了很多东西，指导我，教我，才有今天的我。
你们就像我的哥哥姐姐，弟弟妹妹，就好像个大家庭，也是我生活上的一份子。
我会想念你们的，永远都不会忘记你们可爱又搞笑的笑容。=）

谢谢你们让我，

长大了！

A very MERRY CHRISTMAS.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !!
Hmmm. How's going on ??
I guest everyone are celebrating Christmas now with families and friends. Hmm. But I'm lonely. Staying at home with facebook and blogging. Haha. Nevermind. I do that every year.

So now let's go on on my current job. (:

I'm now working in ROMP ONE UTAMA with one of my best friend shi min. Yesterday was my 4th day. Is actually quite fun ( I Think ) but is at least better compare to my pervious job, promoter and supervisor. Aghhh. I hates that job to the max now. Hahahaha ( Just kidding ) I don't mind doing something I don't like as long as you pay me on time. Nah~ Don't think too much my friends. (: Although is very tiring and standing all day long, sometime feel very stressful too, but people there were quite nice and fun too, that's why the time pass very fast. Hmm.. I enjoyed sometime. (:

1 more week, we have to say good bye to 2010 and welcome 2011. Are you feeling excited ?? Or you feel that you're getting older?? For me, I feel excited, because I'M GROWING UP !! I'm not longer a teenagers anyone. I wants to show off my identity card to all those people who said I look like 12. Haha. (:

Oh ya~ I feel piss off sometime when someone help me to decide my future. I hates this to the max. Oh come on la ! This is my future, you don't have the priority to help me to creat it. I don't like it ! I have my dream, I wants to do whatever I want. I have my choices. And I have the priority to build my pathway. Instead, if someone ask you to do something you don't like, do you feel happy ?? That's what my feeling now. So don't be so busy-body okay ??

Yawn~ * I think that's it la. GOOD NIGHT !! And once again, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND MAY YOUR DREAM COME TURE !! (:

Cried With No Tears.

Long time no see, so far so good ?? Do you miss me ??
Finally Trial's examination had end. But it doesn't means the end of the Exam in my life, I still have long long way to go.. When will it end ??

About 40 days left for SPM Examination. Truthfully speaking, I still no really understand a complete chapter for a single subjects, What should I do ?? No much time left for me, and I should be honest, I'm very stress and stress and yet still stress. Although I look strong, be I'm not as strong as you think. Although maybe my image of for everyone, I do not care about my examination result that much, but in reality, in my heart, I do not mean that. I very depress and I feel very sad if my results couldn't get as what I expected. I guest everyone has the same feeling right ?? Hmm.. But I think I'm different compare to the others, because others peoples wouldn't be so sad until a long period of time, they'll forget about their sadness and move on to be more hardworking to be better. But why ?? Why couldn't I be like them ?? I'll keep all my sadness in heart and I would not tell others people. As the result, I can't move on. This not only in my studies whereas also in my daily life.

I very hard to made a decision that I wanted to do. Even a choice between books and school. I very hard to decide whether I wants to go to school or just do my revision in somewhere more peaceful place. I can keep thinking and think whether which 1 should I choose and its makes me lost alot of my time. So ended up, I get nothing. This happened to me alot of time. Not only between books and school whereas also better friedship and relationship. Obviously I'll said I choose friendship instead of choosing relationship. But you never know, something can even change suddenly. If someone keep counser me, I'll lost and choose relationship instead. How stupid am I.. This is just a prediction, at the end I choosen friendship. :)

I think I better stop here. Because I wouldn't wants to continue. If not I have nothing to write for the other coming days. LoL (Lame)

Good Bye !! Good Luck and All Da Best to everyone of my friends and form 4's. (:

A very fully-"booked" days.

My days are fully-booked by marching stuff, no time to study, no time for my singing practice, no time to hand out with friend, tuition.. and even more..

I'm feeling so stress SO stress and yet also STRESS !! I keep telling my friends not to give themselves to much of stress, just relax. But.. Why can't I do that ??

I feel like I'm a unsuccessful person, my friends and teachers are giving a lot of chance to show my talent, but why can't I do that ?? Why am I so easy to been influenced by other people and give up so easily ?? Why someone keep saying I'm just a small girl and I can't do big stuff ?? I can I really can !! Why you people like to look at my appearance instead of ability ??

Please do not judge me by my appearance if you do not understand me well !!

Will be continue..

Bravo !!

Is the day for me to say YES !! loudly, because mid-year examination had come to the end( for pure science only), and finally I no needs to wake SOO early in the morning and lag of sleeps, tonight I can sleeps sweet and sound :)

On top that, tomorrow we 3 sampat girl ( Me, Mun Nee and Shi Min) planning to go to the curve cathay cineplax and red box. WooRayyy ~ There is like more then 6 months I didn't visist the curve. This time must put all my effort in my singing skills. (Haha just only a day ):

Besides, I actually quite pity the art class and sub science students, they have last paper to go tomorrow, which is Prinsip Akaun. I bet they sure don't have the mood to study, I understand their feeling, because I'm a student too. As a student, majority of them sure planning what to do or where to go after exam, just like me, because they're too excited on it, therefore their mood is effeted. Agree ?? However, My lovely friends, TRY YOUR VERY BEST on last paper k :)

The weather is dam freaking hot now after a rain, make me bath 4 times per day, waste the water. (LoL) By the way, do you think that our mother earth will end on 2012 ?? Even we're still alive on 2012, but majority of the humans will get suffer, because earthsquake, tsunami, and many many more had come to the equator of the earth, which is our country.
So my advice is.. Appreciate whatever you have now, because we're very fortunate compare to the countries. Try your best to achieve what you wanted !! :D

That's it my blog.

So Far So Good ??

I'm back to update my half death blog... Hmmm... :)
But I have only 15 minutes.. After that have to go tuition..

Facebook for me is getting bored and bored yet is also BORED !!
But I wonder why some of them can online in Facebook the whole day ??
Seriously I can't ! I can't face the blue and white layout, cause the longer time I'm in the facebook, my eyes will get blue and white faster.. LOL..

Yesterday I went to a "place", but I cannot mention where is it.. Not convenient..
Nowadays peoples are getting realistic.. Why am I saying so ??

Because if you were rich, they would give you good service, if you had no money, they would ask you to back off and stand a side.. I would like to ask these people in reality : Money is that important to you ?? Do Money is your face, your dignity?? What if when someone has taken you as a joke, what will you feel ?? Do you feel proud when you had lost you dignity ??

Skip skip skip*.....

Got to go now.. Soon back... :D

I'll Survive

First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me